Hi... Im Kara. Im just your average 15 year old girl with some extral ordinary circumstances...... It all started in just 2nd grade, constantly bullied shoved into walls and called names. That lasted all of elementary school... 7th grade got worse. Called ugly fag worthless fat whore... Then 2 weeks before the end of the year it got physical... Constant punches shoves and kicks.... Lucky make up hid all the bruises from my mom. 8th grade, new school, fresh start.... But it continued there to all the same stuff... I started feeling suicidal and atarted to cut.... Freshmen year, i started having halucinations and got help yet we moved to oklahoma from sunny california... I knew nobody. I met some nice people almost like friends until they turned there back on me spread rumors. Then it all started happening again! Shoved kicked pushed punched made fun of.... But worst of all.... No one helped me. Sophmore year we moved back to California and im getting help with my psychosis and going to yet another new school. I knew a couple people already but no one that was willing to hang with me.... Self harm still going on suicidal thoughts here to. All the same crap is happening here to its to the point where i eat lunch alone in my bio class or in the bathroom. I wanna end it all so much!!! I just try to hold on......