Okay, So this isn't easy for me. I have been bullied since I was in Kindergarden. It hasn't gotten easier. It's just gotten worse and worse. All I have ever done to make myself feel better was cut myself. But, now I have been like 1 month clean from cutting and I'm proud of myself but I have been tempted once again. It still isn't easy. I get called a lot of names and a lot of physical bullying. If you have thought of a way that people bully you or anyone, I have experienced.  It's not easy trust me. I have been wishing that someone wouldn't hurt me. Then my sweet sweet boyfriend came into the picture and no one else mattered no one else's words or actions mattered to me. He loves me for who i am. But then again there was drama from his ex girlfriend. And it's still going on. I honestly can't take it anymore nothing they say or do I can take anymore. I am just about ready to give up. I have lost all of my friends. My boyfriend is the only person I have left. I don't have my mom, my dad, my brother I have no one else but him. This is all scaring me to the point of no return. I love how he is the only one who cares. I just don't understand how I'm the only one who understands what this is about.