All throughout my life, I've been a "heavier" girl. Once middle school started,   that's also when the severe bullying started. I suddenly lost all my "friends," I was teased every day about my weight, my acne, my intelligence, etc.  School was an absolute nightmare, and every day I had to go, it would get worse; from people saying "It's called weightwatchers, fatass," to people telling me to put the fork down, and even to the measures of having food thrown at me in the cafeteria on a daily basis.  No one, at any age, anywhere, should feel the need to take his/her own life because of what other people say about them, but there comes a point where enough is enough.  For years, I struggled with eating disorders, self harming, and suicide attempts.  I'm finally starting to accept that no matter what you do, you will never please anyone.