So ive been bullied off and on for a long time.... well since i can remember. I always tried to just ignore it, but in middle school i found other ways to handle it and i still have those scars. It got better once i found my good group of friends and that was as a freshman in high school. In the middle of my sophomore year i was forced to move to a new school, I was not really welcomed into the school at all.The kids at this school have all been together since kindergarten pretty much. I was the new kid, NO ONE was nice to me at all. I was treated like crap and made fun of. I was in this sociology class where i was picked on everyday. I just delt with it and then i started cutting again, knowing it was getting bad i decided i needed to say something so i told my mom what was going on and then i told the principle i was being picked on. The school did nothing. I felt not only helpless but unwanted. I triedmout for the boys lacrosse team (im a girl) After that it just got even worse. I started getting targeted after school, I was having to leave school early because i felt so unwanted. My mom had to leave work early everyday one week. Finally she was fed up and she started coming to the school and still nothing was being done. One day this boy cussed me out after school. The next day in the sociology classhe threatened to kill me. I had been told to kill myself before then and i was honestly debating it. Finally my mom had had enough and was threatening to sue the school. The school finally expelled the kid but it still hasnt fully stopped. When ever i walk down the hall i get stared at and people whisper stuff and stare and laugh at me. Ive never felt so unwanted in my life.
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