i have many stories like this, I remember one time while sitting down before class three lads pushed a desk into me pinning me to the chair so i couldn't stand up. two of the lads then held my arms so i couldn't break free, the third lad lifted his leg and kicked me in the face repeatedly. just because it was fun. the teacher arrived after they finished and surprising didn't notice the blood or bruises on my face and i realized even when you speak out teachers didn't care about students only getting paid. that was many years again and i found my fists since then. i still have many physiological problems with trusting and interacting with people. but life does get better. people later in life do want to be your friends and want to know you as a person and the bullies will disappear. i went thought many years of torture but i'm now Ok. so hang on