When i was younger from ages 6-9 I was big for my age height wise, that didnt make it easier it just made older kids target me more. It got to the point where i was constanly bulied by girls and some boys that were way older than me some of them just starting high school. They would phyisicaly and mentaly abuse me all of the time.Most of the time it was in groups of at leat 10 kids and all eyes were on me. This happened for a very long time until one day i was done being pushed around. One girl my age, about 8 had a friend who was in 8th grade, she told the girl that i was the one who kept bothering her and it was all me. That day those two girls got me and the oldest one pushed me up against a wall and grabbed me by my face and stared saying horrible things to me. So i realized she couldnt do this to me if i didnt let her. I fought back, for the first time. After it was over everyone told me i won i didnt feel like i won i felt like it was finally over,and it was.It didnt make me feel good to hurt someone. I didnt uderstand how they could do that to me every day,but it felt real good to know that i could stop it and prevent it from happening.