Life was going good till about 5th grade and then my dad got cancer... people noticed i was weak they started to talk about me (yes i am and i was over weight) they said things i just kinda blew it off.  Then 7th grade came and my dad still had cancer and it was getting worse i didn't get bullied a lot yet, but people started talking more and more they where saying it behind my back and my "friends" started saying stuff behind my back. Life at home wasn't so easy i had a older brother and a younger sister  and they where perfect... my family noticed what i did wrong. They compared me to them.. that when i thought about killing myself.. it hurt i cried almost every night. I got past 7th grade but then 8th came and people didn't rlly mess with me but my dad got rlly sick and he passed away.. then this group of girls one of them was my best friend they all started messing with me over Facebook  i was kinda done at tat point. But summer came and somethings got better but i made the huge choice to got to a trade school and i had to start over and people made fun of me i mean its high school im in ninth grade and it has been getting better i still think about hurting myself and i feel like im becoming depressed and i feel like i have no where to turn.