So, I'm in high school. And being a teenager people say, "teen years are the best years of your life, enjoy while it lasts!" But what if you can't enjoy it..? I've tried to enjoy it, I have, but after a while i get so weak. I had a best friend, but I gave up on our friendship because I thought she was bringing me down more... And now she has a new best friend and they always pick on me. They call me things like "slut, skank, ugly, etc." I don't let that get to me because I've had worse said to me. Now they have amped things up a bit and they tell me now to "kill myself". Which really hurts considering my past and how I've tried, 3 times. This is only a little of what's been going on. My whole junior high experience was awful, people threatened to kill me, and "beat my ass". my mom finally let me switch schools and things were fine until people realized I was different from them... I liked both genders, and had scars all over my body from self harm...everyone was judging me, calling me "fag, fake, retard, dyke, gross, etc." no one ever really gave me a chance, until one girl changed my life completely, and she is so perfect.<3 people still talk about me, still call me awful names, but I took a stand and told them to get over it. And that their words didn't hurt me, and they really do, but they can't win that satisfaction. I have told my principle and my parents and they are fixing it for me.<3 it only takes one small step.c':