I went to a magnet school, called montessori. it was an elementary school that went up to 6th grade, at that school everyone was caring and loving to eachother, and we were taught to treat everyone with care. but than i entered my first public school, 7th grade, my middle school. i entered, filled with happiness, and the excitement to make new friends. well, I guess, i was just to weird , because i was "too nice, to caring and to hyper." i also have this birthmark on my arm called a hemanghioma , its nickname is strawberry birthamrk. its kinda like a weird lump of flesh, but its not that noticeable. anyways, everyone hated me. in each class, i would get pens and paper thrown at me, spitballs, everything. it was terrible. no one stuck up for me. my self esteem has pretty much drained. this boy named sebastion one daycame to school. he hated me so much for me being different, he took a knife to school and after class, he put it to my throat but i pushed him over and ran down the hallway crying. the next day, i was in class, he was sitting in the front row. this popular guy named josh, knew i was getting bullied. he got so mad. he walked up to the front of the class, and said to him: "why do you bully kara so much huh?" he got so mad, that he picked up a desk and tried throwing it at him. they started fighting and i was sitting there in shock. when they were taken out of the class, the popular girls were crying cuz they were afraid that josh the popular guy, was hurt, and they turned to me, and blamed it on me. I guess everything was my fault back then. but now, im very happy. i still dont have any self esteem ..i always think badly of myself. im still damaged and traumatized, but im in highschool now. 10th grade. im very happy, i have friends, and im loved by alot of people for being my weird, crazy, lovable laughing self . c: <3
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