It got to the point of being so bad that I struggled to get out of bed in the morning. I hated school with more than a passion. I cried myself to sleep many times and barely had anyone to communicate with. I hung out by myself at school as I could not stand the fact that the girls I thought were m friends constantly talked about me behind my back. One day I began talking to one of the boys who I had never really talked to much. He barely knew me but he did everything to make sure I was happy. He checked me every day to be sure there were no new cuts. He was the one who came into my life when everyone else left. Currently he is my boyfriend and has been for a long time now. this is the boy I can see myself spending the rest of my life with. he knows how to keep a smile on my face. Just stay strong. there is someone out there. I promise. you deserve to live and you deserve to be happy.