My name is kody evins I'm 20 years old I live in kalispell Montana I was born with autism. my teenage years were so hard on me its a miracle I'm still alive. I never had any friends or girlfriend in high school at all.I was mostly verbally bullied throughout my high school years. I was mostly around special ED kids in my early high school years but felt they weren't my type at all no kids would talk to me or sit with me at lunch and I never owned an iPhone because my mom would never afford one for me wich made me more of an outcast because every kid I'd see at school had an iPhone I'm also fan of classic rock music and huge fan of the band AC/DC I was surprisingly teased by kids for liking classic rock and AC/DC I guess that was because everyone was into pop and hip hop music which really upset me when I was 17 I was sent to a group home in a little town called ronan MT because my mom was doing something illegally. the bullying got extremely worse. it was also where I was first teased for liking rock music the group home kids were NOT nice to me at all they called me faggot psycho and F you. The high school in Ronan though it was small was the worst school I've ever been to I kept asking random girls out but it failed ( No thanks to the group home kids saying that's how you get a girlfriend) so I was there for 5 months and returned home to kalispell to my mom on my 18 birthday my mom will never do what she did again. I started suffering from anxiety post traumatic stress disorder and depression I even had suicidal thoughts I went back to school in kalispell but I was still alone I sadly never went to prom or graduated high school but I still want to go to collage to pursue my dreams Im now done with high school. oh and another reason why I had trouble making friends was if the kids did drugs or drinked because I have a huge hatred for drugs and alcohol. Im still friendless and my mom and I are still struggling with money. i truly believe in god and if he will help me pursue my dreams and help me find my true love of my life out there I will be the happiest person in the world and when I have kids they WILL have a happy life!