I am Iyana and I have been bullied ever since I was little. I was always made fun of because of my weight. I was always called the most mean and nasty things. When I'm in public and I get made fun of I just shrug it off off and laugh even though deep down. It hurt me. I fell like I am in a hard shell and people are just throwing rocks at me and I just think the shell that keeps me sane will just crack and break open. I would be venerable to all of it. I was always called mean things but the most common was "fattie" and "fat ass". I have a nick name and it's Lil' Hershey but when people make fun of me they also say "thick" Hershey and it hurts it really does but when I do what the teachers tell me. I ignore them. But yet they just come back and they hit me harder with their mean words. It's gotten to the point where I would cry in front of my friends and not tell them what's wrong. Then I started just to cry to my self. Then I just didn't cry at all. Like I was used to it. Like I just cried myself dry. I never talked about this to anyone. I just felt feelings and now it's like I am numb to all pain. Since I have no feeling it's kind of like not caring so I never felt the need to talk to anyone about it. Once a kid was making fun of my weight and saying I was ugly because of it. But the I just said "You know how when particles are heated they vibrate and expand?" The person said "Yeah so?" I laughed and said "Then you would know that I ma not fat, I am just hot." It kinda sucks to be bullied so much to just kinda be used to it.
By writing some words below, you are showing your support and letting everyone know they're not alone.