My english is bad, so sorry if something is spelled or wrote wrong. :-)

I had the most perfect boyfriend in the world. He was the most sweet guy you could ever think. He treated me like a princess, and he told me I was his one and only. But one day he broke up with me. Of course I was sad and all that stuff, but I got over it in like a month, I guess. But then I got a messages from him on Skype, like: "you are a dick, and no one likes you", "Go die", "You are so fat and disgusting", "You' re fucking slut". Then I wrote: "What have I done wrong?", and he wroted back: "You were born". Then I started crying so hard. Cause, I was still in love with him. After that, I've started selfharming, I got an eating disorder, and I got really suicidial. I'm still suicidial, but I keep my head up, and fake a smile, so no one notice.