I am a honest girl, and top of that I have many friend in my kindergarten, girls and boys. Well, that was I thought before I got to go to Elementary school. Because my kindergarten friends is also at my elementary school, I think they will be my friends too. Before I got bullied by our seniors. After that my kindergarten friends bullied me too. Everyday, especially when I got  free time. Lucky enough I still have my sister on my elementary school even she will graduated after 1 year. After that I choose to defend my self, I already do that before but without violence. Now I stand with it. After that my torturer become afraid and decide to not bully me again. But because of that experience, I'm afraid to trust and to close with others, also I got phobia around man too. So I choose to be alone and lonelier than got betrayed again.